i really believed him when he told me that he hadn't slept with anyone since we broke up.

i know that it doesn't really matter, esp. considering that i have slept with someone else. i am jsut bothered that he said that he was being honest, and he wasn't.

i thought he knew me better than that,and respected me enough to be realistic. i was wrong. that's what hurts.

i care about my friendship with him, and the fact that he could look into my eyes and tell me an untrue story is upsetting.

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