i haven't left the house all day. i am so incredibly bored today. i didn't go into work today. i hardly slept last night, and when i did, i had overwhelmingly realistic and disturbing dreams.

all i can recall about this morning's dream was something related to the bready bunch, tina, shoes, a wedding, and deceit all rolled into one. i woke up confused and disoriented. again. this happens too often.

i burned a few mixcd's today. mostly funk & hip hop favorites. not real theme, i suppose.

i should be going to the store right now to get lasagne stuff and nicks birthday cake, but i'm not. when i spoke to him, he was nasty to me. fuck that. i don't like it when people take out their grumpiness on me. bah.

okay, i'm going for a ride. this house is going to devour me if i don't leave.

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