I should be feeling happier than I am right now. Maybe it's the super-emo music that I am listening to. I feel like crying and I can't even begin to word these feelings. I don't want to get into my bed tonight. I don't want to look over and see nothing but cat.

i didn't want admit just how lonely i am sometimes. i like to think of myself as "independant" normally. tonight i consider myself alone.

BUT, i won't fail to mention the wonderful peace i feel inside myself otherwise. i've been grinning a lot lately.

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