mood:
i'm just tired. i have no motivation or hope lately. i just exsist and i despise it. this is not me.
i think about what it could be and what it will take to make it happen. do i want it? can i do it? will i just fall back into the trap that i have fallen into so many times? i'm confused, but deep inside, i know it is possible and even ideal.
04.19.02 10:28 am
stop considering
stop considering