i haven't had much time to write lately; i've been rather busy with work, pet sitting, weddings, memorial day parties, and sleep.

things are okay. i feel a bit of confusion on the subject of relationships lately. my heart and mind are in constant compitition...which one should i listen to?

i haven't seen brian in over 2 weeks, and it's annoying. i am so tired at night when i get out of work, i'm afraid that i'll be poor company. i definately need to see him and spend time with him soon, though. i miss his laugh and his hugs. oh work, go away. i need me some brian! hopefully i will get to see him this week sometime...

i am in the process of looking for a house to buy. this is exciting stuff indeed. i am going to buy something with an attached apartment so i can get some income from renting it out. that will help pay morgage. and when i am set enough money-wise to move to the city for a few years, i can rent out the main house. rockrockrock.

why is love so complicated? actually, i have no idea why i said that. apparently, i have no idea what love is. mehhh.

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