i am so fat. kill me. i am a fat, blubbery beast. i just want to shoot myself in the face. i hate today and i hate my body. i want to starve myself and be skinny again.

all of my clothes are becoming tight. i look like a fucking chubbed out whore. i'm ready to just poison myself or something.

it's hard to not make myself vomit. it's hard to not just take laxatives and drugs and smoke thousands of cigarettes. it's hard to look in the mirror.

i'm so disgusting lately.

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