i'm pretty depressed lately. it's times like these that i wish i had a boyfriend who would lay beside me and hold me, not just offer me a beer and a wink of his eye.

don't get me wrong, i love him how he is. i just wonder if he is the kind of man i need. he isn't affectionate and he isn't very concerned with my emotional well-being.

i hate to sound whiney, but sometimes everyone needs a "shoulder to lean on."

i don't often admit that i need this. hell, i don't often feel this way. but when i do, i have to ask for it.

and that is what worries me.

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