last night my dreams were odd & disturbing! i woke up believing there was someone sleeping beside me. he wasn't there. good thing, he is someone else's boyfriend! hahaha... what a strange dream.

today i have a laundry list of things to do. hopefully i won't feel like smashing my sinus cavity with four bricks like i felt yesterday and wednesday. good christ, i hate allergies.

this week hasn't been the best week. on top of the sinus issues, i have broken plans with a few people and that is never a good thing. though my reasoning was valid, it stilll isn't something i feel good doing. and i know that the other people involved hate it more than i do.

monthly hormones don't help the mood either. hopefully i will spend some time with some friends tonight and my mood will elevate some?

more later.

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