Have you ever stood in front of someone, hurting so badly that you feel lost and as if time has stopped, asking with both your eyes and with your words for this someone to help you feel just a little bit better? A hug, a few words, a look of understanding.

Have you ever been so desperate for comforting that you feel the need to beg and you weep endlessly and uncontrollably?

When that desire for closeness is denied, you will feel alone and without life...hollow if you will.

The eyes of that someone you ask help of to be empty and without a hint of compassion; the feeling is devestating. You never fully comprehend how someone who once loved you is able to completely turn you away, at your lowest point in life...when you feverishly need someone to tell you that it all will be okay.

It's too much sometimes.

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