music: silence

day #5 (?) of my non-smoking kick. i really wanted to smoke last night, but i didn't give in to the urge.

my job is a waste of my life. is the money and the benefits really worth the mind-numbing boredom?

i find that people too often let others bring them down. it is v. important to me to not allow others to hold that power over me. i would rather be alone then in the company of people who try and poison me with their shiteating negative thoughts on me and my life. fuck you, i say.

i wish that i could articulate my thoughts in such a way that i could vocalize them. i just seem to sound like an idiot when i allow those thoughts to go rushing out of my mouth. gaaah.

time to go for a walk. my boss is a gash.

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