when am i going to be the person i want to be? i just don't feel like i am anything. i don't feel like i have any talents. i feel as if excitement passes me by, and i am aware that it is my own fault. it's not that i feel sorry for myself, it's more like anger. i have not accomplished much, and the things that i know will make me happy are just within my reach. i push these things away. i even make it a point to do so.

i know that i have something wonderful inside of me, but why can't i make it a reality?

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