so full of anger and confusion right now. so wanting to hold you and understand what goes on inside of that head of yours.

"no one needs to know what i feel inside."

that is so unfair to me. it is me..don't you trust me? when have i ever not taken you seriously? when have i ever taken you for granted? never. so stop now before i turn around, away from you. it just isn't right. it can't be this way forever. a temporary hobby i might be...but a permanant scar is what i'll leave.

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