again i had nightmares. i drempt about nick cheating, and ignoring me to spend time with prosser and sarah w. i'm not sure why i was so disturbed by that, but i was.

in this dream, no one aknowledged that i was even there. they did what they could to avoid me. at one point, my friends and his were all in some house, which looked to me like a train (?). apparently he told everyone that i had destroyed the place, so the owner was very upset with me apparently. nick made it a point to humilate me. i felt terrible. i woke up a little upset.

i'm sure there was more to it, but i don't remember anymore.

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