i want to apologize for the boredom that reading thsi journal may bring. i have felt the need to censor myself quite fully for the past few months. i have left out the talk of affection, sexuality, feeling, and intensity for the most part. and let's not forget creativity.

soon i will let go again, and the pages of the journal with once again be painted with fever and emotion.

i wish i had never deleted the many entries i did.

i'm sorry.

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