it's disturbing to think about how long i have denied myself certain truths. last night, i admitted something to myself. i said it outloud. i admitted it to myself and to three friends: chester, heather, and brian. thank you so much for listening and giving me such loving advice.

i've been lying to myself for so long. i've been pretending, making excuses for, and hiding the signs like an expert.

music: sweet baby,the gossip

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