sometimes i feel like a real fool. i feel like i'm just a sucker and an emotional whore.

i tend to see the good in people straight away. still, it takes a lot for me to trust. when i do allow myself to let someone in, it means a lot [to me]. maybe after all, this is a character flaw.

sometimes i let things bother me that probably shouldn't. maybe i should be the one apologizing. i'm probably over-reacting.

after the experience i had last winter, sex & intimacy are difficult enough without awkward comments.

i'm not nearly as uptight as i'm seeming right now.

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