oh boy, i make some bad decisions. instead of inviting a sweet, amazing guy up to spend the 4th with, i hung out with my grumpy, bastard of an exboyfriend and my drunk friends.

i can't stand the fact that nick pretends i don't exist when eric and justin are around. it's extremely disturbing and turns my mood into a somber one.

i vented on him and told him to stay away from me, and he seemed as if he couldn't care less. sometimes i wonder why i even waste my time trying to be his friend.

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