holy sweet gentle fucking jesus this job is as boring as shit. my ear hurts, and i'd rather be sleeping. i have appointment #3 with therapist at 6 pm tonight, and then i will probably sit around feeling sorry for myself. why have i become so pathetic? i don tknow. i need something new, stimulating. i also need an emotional break from this nick crap. get me out of here. nick is a big steaming bag of shit.

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