i have piles and piles of boxes of old journals i have kept. i was looking through them yesterday and was reminded how crazy i used to be. since i have found sanity, it seems i have lost a lot of my emotions. this has taken away from my ability to write. i need a muse. i need someone who will make me feel insane again.

(note: this was a message i sent to an online friend, and since it was pretty much what i wanted to post in this diary, i figured i would utilize the ol' Ctrl V.)

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