mood:
mixcd's are my friday night.
"i remember you and me used to spend the whole god damn day in bed.."
why am i listening to third eye blind why? this song is good. ung. losing a whole year. or 3 of them. ::shrug::
"i kinda get the feeling like i'm being used."
i quit smoking on november 15th. lately, i have been longing for one. not until just this week. the other night, i was at a pub, playing pool. i asked jeff for a cigarette. i was in a grumpy mood and wanted to smoked badly. as i grabbed the camel filter from his sweaty little hand, i looked out the window. i saw another friend of mine, looking at me and shaking his head. what's worse than disappointing myself with "falling off the wagon"," is disappointing my friends.
anyway, back to the over-emotional banter.
i.am.done.with.this.
i need to get away. need stimulation. need culture. need to get away from the past..and the past lives all around me. these people...these tired, lonely people.
"i don't want to play no more."