mood:
today is the last day of my medical leave. i am going to use it to catch up on sleep and think some things thru.
i am emotionally tired. i am in a situation that i cannot understand. this is odd for me, considering that i am normally so realistic and reasonable. the current situation baffles me.
i am involved with someone whom i have mixed feelings for. he is a beautiful, loving man and he loves me to pieces. but i push him away constantly, for fear of him hurting me. weak, isn't it?
yeah, i know.
01.30.02 8:31 am
did you say what i think you said?
did you say what i think you said?