mood:
i'm pretty depressed lately. it's times like these that i wish i had a boyfriend who would lay beside me and hold me, not just offer me a beer and a wink of his eye.
don't get me wrong, i love him how he is. i just wonder if he is the kind of man i need. he isn't affectionate and he isn't very concerned with my emotional well-being.
i hate to sound whiney, but sometimes everyone needs a "shoulder to lean on."
i don't often admit that i need this. hell, i don't often feel this way. but when i do, i have to ask for it.
and that is what worries me.
11.14.02 11:02 pm
hello. i'm over here.
hello. i'm over here.